Distraction

To further distract me, I contacted someone who I thought, maybe hoped, would give me some attention. He did not disappoint. He was keen to see me, as if I would make him feel better, one way or another.

I am playing with fire, he is more than I care to handle, but I know I will get a quick hit of feeling good. He is a seducer, it will make a nice change.

And on the subject of feeling good and maybe a little weird, the Gym Instructor, who has been very attentive on my two visits, was keen to give me his mobile number, so I can tell him if I would like a personalised routine, I'm not sure why